Author Ruth Smith Meyer

Ruth Smith Meyer Inspirational writer, speaker

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Hide and Seek

Posted by ruthsmithmeyer-com on October 26, 2010 at 11:57 AM

Have you ever watched very young children play hide-and-seek? The younger ones are apt to hide in corners, their faces against a wall or piece of furniture, so they can’t see anything, but the rest of their bodies, or their backs are exposed to anyone else. The hider can’t see, so they assume the seeker also can’t see what isn’t readily visible to themselves.

It has been my observation that as adults we are much the same. Our short-comings, our character flaws or areas where we have some lack we try to hide from ourselves by not looking at them—closing our eyes to what we don’t want others to see.

Many years ago, I was part of a women’s group that began to meet for fellowship and Bible study. We had grown up in the same church and were all friends. We decided to begin by telling each other our faith journey and a bit of what we struggled with in our inner selves. Each evening we had several women share until we all had our turn. In spite of our familiarity with each other, it was an eye-opening experience.

Each woman’s story often contained bits that felt to the person sharing like deep dark secrets they had been hiding for a long time. Those revelations often were things that to the group were quite well-known parts of that person. It was like that little child, hiding her eyes when the rest of us could see the whole body, the hiding place exposed for all to see. The only new aspect was how the sharer felt about it— dislike or despair, shame, even agony, and a real desire to change.

As the group continued, it was obvious that in sharing those hidden parts, release and healing began. Not only were we still loved and accepted by each other, the love and acceptance levels went way up. Where, formerly, there may have been some disapproval and criticism of those character traits in each other, we now understood them as being a part of the area in which that person desired growth and change. We rallied around each other to support each other’s growth—and growth did happen! It was an exciting time I think we all remember with great warmth.

That experience has been of great value to me ever since. When I meet people with aggravating personality traits, I far more readily see them as growth areas. Sometimes I picture them with their face in a corner, eyes tightly shut so as not to acknowledge what they don’t want to see. It gives me patience and compassion. Deepening our friendship and trust level with people like that can often help them open their eyes and lose their fear of taking a look at the reality of their position.

Sometimes, I become aware of doing the same with one of my character flaws. I then am thankful for those who look past the irritation, gently pry me from my corner and encourage me to open my eyes.

Last night, I met with my writers’ group. Only a few of us were able to make it, so although we did share our writing, we also took time to share a bit more personally. That group has helped me in my growth as a writer and as a person. Critique has become a valuable part of our coming together. At first, some were intimidated by having others make all those suggestions for change, but now the veterans welcome the input and look forward to the positive changesin our writing, the group can make through that process.

 

On the way home, I started wondering how one could form a critique group for our lives. Yes, it could be painful at first, but would we begin to value it as much in our everyday lives as in our writing, if we could let others be honest and straightforward in what changes would benefit our lives? It may be a welcome and stable factor in our growth if we got used to its benefit.

In fact, probably if I open my inner ears as I receive critique in my writing, I may be able to make parallels to my attitudes, my carelessness, my first inclinations and reactions even as I am receiving the critiques on my writing. Hmm-mm!

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3 Comments

Reply Jim Fox
8:21 AM on November 3, 2010 
A very good word picture of someome hiding their shortcomings.
A lifestyle critique group could be an interesting undertaking. The trick is to find enough people who won't get offended when corrected.
Personally, when I see a life trait in someone that bothers me, I check my own life to see where I might be doing the same things. It's amazing how often I find them.
Reply Ruth
9:25 AM on November 3, 2010 
Thanks Jim. I know there aren't many out there who would welcome lifestyle critique, but that doesn't mean it couldn't be an opportunity for growth! But as I said, there may be other ways we can find those insights if we keep our eyes and ears open.
Reply Diane Stephenson
4:57 PM on November 22, 2010 
Ruth, I've been a long time getting around to reading your post, but I'm glad I took the time now. Your experience was indeed a special time of growth and finding deeper fellowship with your friends.

When we truly love one another, we become vulnerable whether we like it or not. If not, then we are like those children hiding their faces. Once we understand the freedom that comes with being vulnerable in a safe place then we can be more open in sharing the problems and concerns in our lives. But it needs to be a safe place - among people we can trust to keep our "secrets" and not gossip about them. Sometimes this trust issue is hard for people to overcome they have been betrayed so often throughout their lives. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.